Random Ramble: Doctor Who (Part 2)

So I finished seasons three and four of Doctor Who, and I have some THINGS I'd like to say about them. Some very spoiler-y things, so if you haven't experienced the EMOTIONAL PAIN that is Doctor Who, I suggest you look away now!

Also, this post is literally just me writing in caps lock with very little punctuation and screaming and crying and fangirling over a TV show so there is seriously nothing intelligent or professional whatsoever. Just a warning.

Okay, so first of all, we meet Martha Jones, who is AWESOME. I adored Martha right from the start, and the scene in the Shakespeare episode when she said EXPELLIARMUS made me squeal with joy because MARTHA IS A HARRY POTTER FAN CAN WE JUST TALK ABOUT THAT FOR A SECOND BECAUSE OMG.

LOOK AT THEM I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

I guess I actually don't have all that much to say about season three. Every episode was just freaking amazing. I met the Weeping Angels, which was wonderful and terrifying (I can't look at angel statues anymore without freaking out so YAY) and then FREAKING CAPTAIN JACK CAME BACK and I cried tears of joy and then the Master happened and ahhhhhhh.

The very last episode of season three was completely EMOTIONALLY EXHAUSTING. The Master and the Valiant and Martha being the most badass person ever in the history of badasses! It was all so epic and intense and I LOVED IT.

I also loved that when Martha left, it was really open-ended and there was room left for her to come back (which she did). Much better than having your OTP trapped in two separate parallel universes that will never meet ever again!

*cries*

Anyway, so yeah, season three was just great and I don't really have that much to say about it other than YES GOOD BRILLIANT I LOVE IT.

BUT SEASON FOUR IS A TOTALLY DIFFERENT STORY.

Donna Noble. DONNA FREAKING NOBLE.

FAVORITE COMPANION EVER SHE IS THE BEST I LOVE DONNA SO MUCH I CANNOT EVEN HANDLE IT.

The adipose episode was so great and the adipose were so adorable and gah I just want to squeeze them I mean look at them CAN WE JUST

And Donna is absolutely fantastic. I was SO EXCITED to see her come back, and the entire exchange at the windows between the Doctor and Donna might be my favorite moment in Doctor Who ever because it was just brilliant.

IF YOU DON'T THINK THIS IS THE BEST SCENE EVER YOU ARE WRONG

Like, seriously, I cannot even handle how much I love Donna. She is the best companion and her relationship with the Doctor is wonderful and perfect and I love everything about it.

DAT SASS.

I MEAN COME ON.

JUST LOOK AT THEM.

SOMETIMES THEY HAVE REALLY SERIOUS EMOTIONAL MOMENTS AND I JUST ALFCAHCIOWENIOUWAEO

And then the WONDERFULLY KIND PEOPLE behind this CHEERFUL AND HAPPY SHOW were like "let's frustrate the hell out of the fans for THE ENTIRE SEASON by bringing Rose back" I mean WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME?!?!?!

I thought I was going to go INSANE every time Rose's face popped up. The first time she appeared, when Donna was just casually talking to a blonde girl and then she turned around and IT WAS ROSE, I screamed. And then, when the credits at the beginning of one of the episodes said: "David Tennant, Catherine Tate, and Billie Piper" I SCREAMED EVEN HARDER.

My brain was basically just: cdkahawofoicoaioewufoacjpoQREWHIUO ROSE IS BACK ROSE IS BACK ROSE IS BACK HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE THIS IS WONDERFUL I JUST CAN'T FEEEEELSSSSSS

So then we get to the Stolen Earth and Journey's End. JOURNEY'S FREAKING END. AKA WHY. AKA NO. AKA STOP. AKA I AM GOING TO DIE OF FEELS OVERLOAD.

Every character ever just started showing up and I was screaming and laughing and crying and jumping around because I had so many feels that I didn't even know what to do with.

WHEN THEY WERE ALL IN THE TARDIS TOGETHER HUGGING AND LAUGHING.

THERE WERE FINALLY ENOUGH PEOPLE TO OPERATE THE TARDIS.

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I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO EXPLAIN TO YOU JUST HOW HARD I CRIED SOBBED.

And then there were TWO DOCTORS. TWO DOCTORS TWO DOCTORS TWO DOCTORS.

TWO DAVID TENNANTS. AND ONE WAS NAKED AND DONNA WAS LIKE "OMG YOU'RE NAKED" AND I WAS GIGGLING LIKE AN IDIOT BECAUSE TWO DOCTORS.

And Donna, freaking Donna, turned out to be LITERALLY THE MOST IMPORTANT WOMAN IN THE ENTIRE FREAKING UNIVERSE good god I was SCREAMING.

Everything looked like it was going to be really happy and fun but then they were like LET'S GO BACK TO THE BEACH and I was like OH HELL NO THIS IS UNACCEPTABLE.

Why. Would. You. Go. Back. To. The. Beach.

THAT IS NOT OKAY. DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW NOT OKAY EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT BEACH IS. WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME.

THE BEACH IS THE WORST PLACE IN THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE.

So then Rose got to go off and have a life with the Doctor who is not REALLY the Doctor but he kind of is because of a scientific reason that makes PERFECT SENSE (????) and I was like "okay this is strange but it's a happy ending for the most part so YAY I'M SO HAPPY FOR ROSE!"

But then the Doctor and Donna went back into the TARDIS and EVERYTHING FELL APART.

My two favorite companions are Donna and Rose, so of course I want them both to have happy endings. But in order to give Rose her happy ending, DONNA GOT THE WORST ENDING IN THE HISTORY OF THE UNIVERSE OMFG OMFG OMFG.

HER FREAKING MEMORIES ARE YOU EVEN KIDDING ME I CANNOT HANDLE THIS WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME AKAOKJHFMCOHOIUEHIKAFNOIYOIuo

STOP JUST STOP DON'T DO IT WHY.

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.

Donna always thought she was nothing special and she wasn't important and she didn't matter, and then she met the Doctor and she did all these amazing things and she saved all these people and worlds and she turned out to be LITERALLY THE MOST IMPORTANT WOMAN TO EVER EXIST BECAUSE SHE SAVED LITERALLY THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE and then all of those memories were taken away from her.

SHE WILL NEVER REMEMBER HOW AMAZING AND WONDERFUL AND SPECIAL SHE WAS. SHE WILL NEVER REMEMBER ALL OF THE GOOD THINGS SHE DID. SHE WILL NEVER REMEMBER THE DOCTOR AND THE BEAUTIFUL RELATIONSHIP SHE HAD WITH HIM.

You know when you see a GIF floating around on the internet and then you finally see the movie/TV show it's from and it has an entirely new meaning? *SOBS*

I watched that episode almost three weeks ago at this point but not a day has passed since that I haven't thought about Donna Noble and cried. EVERY DAY I think about it. IT HURTS SO MUCH.

HELP I'M CRYING NOW.

Alright, so a bunch of other stuff happened in Doctor Who that I'd love to talk about, but right now I can only focus on MY FEELS.

Which brings me to The End of Time.

As soon as I read the title, I obviously knew that this couldn't end well. And I was well aware of the fact that Matt Smith started Doctor Who at season five...so yeah, I was expecting a lot of tears and feels. Because I was SO NOT READY to say goodbye to David Tennant.

The Master came back with blonde hair and he was super hungry, and I was just thinking to myself, "this might be the strangest episode of Doctor Who I've seen so far" which is saying A LOT because, you know, it's Doctor Who. And then the Master was LITERALLY EVERYONE and I was like "woah I didn't think things could get any weirder but okay."

Wilfred is THE BEST COMPANION. The conversation he and the Doctor had in the cafe about dying? DESTROYED ME. I SOBBED SO HARD.

Throughout the episode, I was just amazed at how brilliant Wilfred's character was. GAHHHH I LOVE HIM.

JESUS CHRIST JUST LOOK AT THIS BRILLIANT MAN OH GOD I'M CRYING.

And then the Doctor saw Donna through a window and she was loud and obnoxious and I JUST HCIAHFEOPOCANAIUEWFHOIAICMOIAWHROIHAFOIHOIFHOIWOICIOHO DONNA I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

It looked like the entire world was going to end (again) but of course it didn't because of reasons BUT THEN THE FREAKING GLASS CASE THING AND THE KNOCK FOUR TIMES HAPPENED AND I JUST COMPLETELY LOST IT.

AGAIN WITH THE GIFS HAVING ENTIRELY NEW MEANINGS GOOD GOD.

The Doctor went back and visited all of his companions. Martha and Mickey are married now, which was weird and random but OKAY SURE. Jack and ALONSO OMG I CANNOT EVEN WHAT JUST ALLONS-Y ALONSO GAHHHHH. Donna who couldn't actually SEE THE DOCTOR OR SHE WOULD FREAKING DIE I'M STILL PISSED ABOUT THAT AFP0AOICODHOAIOI. And Rose. ROSE. ROSE. ROSE. ROSE. ROSE.

LOOK AT HOW BEAUTIFUL SHE IS AND THE SNOW I JUST OMG

OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD.

*DROWNS IN FEELS*

BUT THEN. BUT THEN THE WORST THING HAPPENED.

I KNEW IT WAS COMING.

BUT I STILL WASN'T PREPARED.

HOLY GOOD GOD I DON'T THINK I HAVE EVER CRIED THIS MUCH OH MY GOD.

I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO EITHER DAVID TENNANT. DON'T GO. PLEASE.

I JUST CAN'T THOUGH WITH HIS FACE. OH MY GOD LOOK AT HIM. 

*DROWNS IN FEELS*

SOMEONE HELP ME I CAN'T STOP CRYING AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

HE'S NOT READY TO REGENERATE. HE DOESN'T WANT TO. HE DOESN'T WANT TO GO.

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And then he regenerated and I couldn't handle it because I was in complete denial.

I did finish the fifth season, and I have A LOT of things to say about it, but I'll save that for another post for when I finish season six.

Also, I didn't mention this before but obviously I met RIVER SONG so that was quite an interesting experience. But I'll talk more about her in my next post about seasons five and six.

Alright, I guess that's all for now. Here are a few GIFs to sum up this post:

 HAVE A NICE DAY.